Dear god was that awful. I just finished deleting all of my old journal entries and submissions. There were a few tears and many eye rolls, and this also brought up many feelings and memories I had suppressed over the years. It made me really look back into my middle school years and realize how big of a dumb ass I was, and that I'm really glad that that part of me is gone. I don't like who I was in the past, and I'm just glad that that person is gone now. This whole endeavor has made me realize that I have come really far from where I used to be. I'm just glad all of those terrible posts are gone now. They didn't represent who I really was, and it made me see how fake I was. I was only out to get attention, and that is not who I am at all anymore. I just want to use this site now to document my progress as I go through college.
I apologize to everyone for having to put up with my past self, and I assure you , she is long gone.
Listening to: Chevelle- Family System