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EternalDarkness18

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Dear god was that awful. I just finished deleting all of my old journal entries and submissions. There were a few tears and many eye rolls, and this also brought up many feelings and memories I had suppressed over the years. It made me really look back into my middle school years and realize how big of a dumb ass I was, and that I'm really glad that that part of me is gone. I don't like who I was in the past, and I'm just glad that that person is gone now. This whole endeavor has made me realize that I have come really far from where I used to be. I'm just glad all of those terrible posts are gone now. They didn't represent who I really was, and it made me see how fake I was. I was only out to get attention, and that is not who I am at all anymore. I just want to use this site now to document my progress as I go through college.

I apologize to everyone for having to put up with my past self, and I assure you , she is long gone.
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Starting Over?

2 min read
I kinda want to either do some intense revamping of this site, or just completely start a new one. I really don't like the early work I have on here and just want to get rid of it. I'm a completely different person now, and that "art" just isn't apart of who I am anymore. I'm ready to move on from the past, and let's be honest, all of that really old work just sucks. And I know it would be easier to create a new profile, but I don't want to lose my followers. I guess I should just take a weekend and devote myself to cleaning up all of the shitty submissions that have accumulated over the years. I'm really just ranting right now, but yeah, I think that's what I will do. Prepare yourselves for a dramatic change. I'm going to go through all of my journals too, because a lot of it is really embarrassing and I don't need that anymore. And then when I get some money I am going to get myself a premium membership and change my stupid username. Dear god is it awful. I'm an adult now for fucks sake. EternalDarkness18? How more emo could I have been? Yeah, I need to do that soon, it is so bad. Any suggestions for a new username?
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College Life

1 min read
Hello whoever reads these,
Sorry for the disappearance, but I think I should be back up and running again. I just started my first year of college about a month ago, so I have a few pieces that I feel are good enough to share with you. Seeing as I am finally being forced to create art again, I should be able to post more frequently. I'm going to shoot for at least one a week because my drawing class has an assignment a week, and also those drawings are seeming to be turning out well, so you will mostly be seeing graphite and charcoal drawings from me for a while. Along with several paintings because I need to build up my inventory for the up-coming art sale. Well, I hope whoever actually (if any) reads these is happy. I really want to try and keep this site updated from now on. I feel really bad that I haven't in the past...
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Portfolio

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Well it would seem like I have been dead, wouldn't it? I'm not, so don't be worried, not that anyone ever reads my journals. I have been in the process pf creating my portfolio for the past few months and have had no time for play. The whole thing is due this Saturday and I still have three pictures left to make. They are all started, well not the self portrait, but I am getting close. Soon enough I will be done and then all of this stress can go away. And then all of you get to see my hard work! Well, wish me luck I suppose.
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