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Dear god was that awful. I just finished deleting all of my old journal entries and submissions. There were a few tears and many eye rolls, and this also brought up many feelings and memories I had suppressed over the years. It made me really look back into my middle school years and realize how big of a dumb ass I was, and that I'm really glad that that part of me is gone. I don't like who I was in the past, and I'm just glad that that person is gone now. This whole endeavor has made me realize that I have come really far from where I used to be. I'm just glad all of those terrible posts are gone now. They didn't represent who I really was, and it made me see how fake I was. I was only out to get attention, and that is not who I am at all anymore. I just want to use this site now to document my progress as I go through college.
I apologize to everyone for having to put up with my past self, and I assure you , she is long gone.
I apologize to everyone for having to put up with my past self, and I assure you , she is long gone.
Starting Over?
I kinda want to either do some intense revamping of this site, or just completely start a new one. I really don't like the early work I have on here and just want to get rid of it. I'm a completely different person now, and that "art" just isn't apart of who I am anymore. I'm ready to move on from the past, and let's be honest, all of that really old work just sucks. And I know it would be easier to create a new profile, but I don't want to lose my followers. I guess I should just take a weekend and devote myself to cleaning up all of the shitty submissions that have accumulated over the years. I'm really just ranting right now, but yeah, I t
College Life
Hello whoever reads these,
Sorry for the disappearance, but I think I should be back up and running again. I just started my first year of college about a month ago, so I have a few pieces that I feel are good enough to share with you. Seeing as I am finally being forced to create art again, I should be able to post more frequently. I'm going to shoot for at least one a week because my drawing class has an assignment a week, and also those drawings are seeming to be turning out well, so you will mostly be seeing graphite and charcoal drawings from me for a while. Along with several paintings because I need to build up my inventory for the up
Portfolio
Well it would seem like I have been dead, wouldn't it? I'm not, so don't be worried, not that anyone ever reads my journals. I have been in the process pf creating my portfolio for the past few months and have had no time for play. The whole thing is due this Saturday and I still have three pictures left to make. They are all started, well not the self portrait, but I am getting close. Soon enough I will be done and then all of this stress can go away. And then all of you get to see my hard work! Well, wish me luck I suppose.
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That's the one thing, besides what you want to learn in college; is to learn to be true to yourself. I'm so glad that your new experience at MCAD has opened your heart, and your mind, to a whole different way of finding your true inner self. You are destined to succeed in your field of expertise, and the sky is the limit, in just how far you want to go, is totally up to you. You reached out for the brass ring, and you caught it, Jillian! Hold on to it, and never let it go! Show the Graphics Arts world, what you're made of. You may not please everyone, with your talents; but you are finding out, that you are building a solid clientele, that truly appreciates your work. Everyone of us, your family and dear friends, are all so very proud of you, Jillian! We love you and support you all the way! Best of luck, and best wishes for a happy and successful future.